My team in Patni

Dilapidated English

Dilapidated English and an urge to write, I never have and I guess I never will learn the simple rules of writing good English. When I am out in clouds looking at planetary dust it often becomes very difficult to connect the words with sense, words just flow and then they don’t make proper grammatical sense.

I should attribute this to numerous novels I have read helping me adopt the wrong way to presentation of though. Namely in a conversation style, and when you pitch onto something like that you end up with loads of speaking to yourself modes which end up in the reader not understand what exactly is going in your minds. (ok writers are fools sometimes they get you to believe they geniunely get it out of thier hearts)

Well sou has been behind me for ages to get it corrected; now I guess its time to be on thru right side. I might eventually pay attention to what I have written.

this city

Well now that i am leaving mumbai i am just looking back at the good ol crazy days. Mumbai give me a very gray impression at first, where nothing is so clear. But then you know, you know it is the one and only place you can enjoy all the freedom all the friendships and all the fun. While on the way you meet all the hurdles, all the trouble on can think. And it becomes one hell of a black and one hell of white city.

When the hurdles are around you clearly now, mumbai is not the place for you, and yet lots prefer this place to any thing else on earth. What's in mumbai. If you haven’t ever stayed that late with a group of friends walking down the streets, you really don’t know mumbai. And if you haven't taken your part in the simple pleasures of life, life a warm cutting on the street or for the matter lazed along the sea in bandstand, you probably need to know more.

But mumbai is not that all only. There are the parts that get to you; you have people swarming like bees from everywhere. More and more people. Almost to the point that some actually get freaked from the sight. It looks like a totally out of control situation in places like the railway stations. Just look at residential spots and your are bound to wonder how many residential buildings. The more you see the more you wonder. And mumbai extends on and on in surface area.

I guess I will never know how much I can enjoy or suffer in mumbai. I am leaving it for a good unless life takes a u-turn.

Just a thought

Dormant like mad

I am going through a delinquent pitch in my career; the dormancy of it is not helping much. I used to be a designer working on multiple tools, liking every bit of it. The feeling of going to new heights everyday with smarter thinking just gave me the buzz.

Somewhere down the line I got into the bigger notions. Now I work in a big company, big doesn’t mean more in terms of knowledge, work or even satisfaction. It just means you are ready to be part of the millions of people traveling with Tiffin boxes to office and getting back home on time. Just being there. The processes take care of everything; you really don’t need the thinkers. You need people who can warm the seats and cry hell when they get work. And you are also supposed to be ‘this and that’, when a ‘this and that’ situation presents itself to you.

Success becomes a term to describe ‘how the hell did you manage that’. Well heck, you think it happened cause I was playing poker (ok cricket and carom are more popular here).

Frankly I don’t agree with the million dumb fcuk’s. who believe to whine is right, to report is wrong. To leave a life on constrained thinking and thought is right, and breaking the barriers are wrong. Just watching emotion, romantism and heroism is of great entertainment, and ever invoking in life is wrong.

Cant stand the slow ness in life,

At times people are really fast they are rushing to somewhere all the time, never relaxed at other times they are so slow that you wonder if its worth the deal. Getting something done, completed takes eons.

And you traverse through what should be completed and how fast can you zip through it. for pete's sake (whoever that was), the john complete never happens. like john doe never get caught, john complete never happens.

And its not all the pleasurable to standby and watch the moment happen. the fun is in getting it now not later, if i was looking for laters i would not be putting in so much effort would i?

Star Wars

well my take on this great expisode - maintaining all neutrality

"People from a galaxy far far way are really dumb"