untited - who cares

Having lots of time on hands and no, work presents a different identity altogether. I have been slipping a lot lately, the slippages have not helped me much. I am slipping from thoughts; I am slipping from the bench, from the bed and into the life. What a crazy notion. Well m slippages might eventually help me do better. It might just happen that I might begin writing a genuine slippable story. A story formed out of nothing, and which still catches the fancy of slipped people like me.

For the record – slip implies lost you head, or rather a little bit of insanity enjoyed by the fact that your brain no more wants to function normally. Your thoughts seem to slip into distant realities. These slippages are caused by extensive nicotine abuse, plans to take over/change the world, and definitely a lot of time and nothing to do.

I realized that what I am least afraid of is insanity, of probably ghosts and such features, which I know, don’t exist. I might derive some extreme pleasure of writing something that might really scare me.

Even as the blog is written, the story advances through the marshy land of the mind of junior. And junior is no mean machine; he is just a little high school kid out to prove the world some point. We are tailing through his wonderful journey of self-denial, presence of normal tendencies and the varying lengths of being crazier than any one around. or atleast begining with those assumptions.

Human Nature - an observer

The human remains a being that will construct, distruct and maintain all thats dear to him. He will for sometime even believe he is better then how he was before. But he remains the same. Walking from one pillar to the next, only to rush for the next one.

An interesting book i read was from Daniel Goleman on Emotional INtelligience, this book covers significant research on how people go behind what they want, some rush for the cookies while the other delay the gratification. The ones that delay gratification are supposedly successful people. I mean ofcourse i still have the cookie you have none.

This displays one characteristic, cookies or fulfilment for human exists, and thats probably is the primary objective of human lives (normally). So when we are in the rat race, and we speak about slowing down. it all means we are still in the race. And we are still giving a lot of significance to achieving the next pillar, although we sound dramatic with lets slow down. Nobody ever said stop.

No wonder nuclear race continues, the vehicular pollution goes leaps and bounds. and all strategies are build to do it now or a little later.
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Rabidity

Death never happens, and life never begins. You never felt the first tingle of consciousness, and you will not feel the last bit of it, as life ebbs out of you.

You will just pass from one state to another, just like you were not aware when you did, you will not be aware when you cease to be.