when life is hell

most of the time, life is a sequence of events, either you are busy trying to get somewhere or trying for the next hurdle. The enjoyment of achievement doesn't last long, probably cause we negotiate too much or at times too little.

I often go on a trip imagining what it would be like to just take a long break, just walk around aimlessly, enjoy the cool sea breeze for a real long time, take of for a year, doing nothing but enjoying, in career and the want to get ahead, these things take a back seat, maybe even more since it is often a question of survival now.